urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:caralou21 If That's Not Good Enough Then FUCK YOU! wouldn't you like to know 2005-09-13T00:20:05Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:caralou21:9680 2005-09-13T00:07:09Z 2005-09-13T00:07:09Z Ok this is the end of my LiveJournal. I'm tired of all the drama that is coming from what I post. I started this stupid thing as a way to just put what's going on in my life. I mean I have friends outa state that I don't get to talk to everyday and through this they know what's going on in my life and everything else. I'm sorry for any arguements that I have had with people through this/about this/becuase of this. Fighting on here isn't exactly the maturest thing to do, I mean whatever you have to say to someone should be said in person or the phone. Just to explain, yea I have posted a few things anonymously, but I never said anything mean on my anonymous post (or at least I don't think so, from what I remember). ANYTHING MEAN that I have ever said on here, I have taken credit for saying it. The anonymous post were posted anonymous because I wanted to give some kinda sorta "advice" or words of encouragement I guess. They weren't meant in a mean way at all. Oh and me and Kara have posted a few anonymous on each others as jokes because, well because we were bored and just having a laugh at everything. <br /><br />This is the end of all of this bullshit on here, well for me it is anyway. I think Kara is doing this too, lol. I'm deleting all of my entries and the comments that were left on my LJ by me and other people and I'm deleting all the comments that I left on other people's LJ. <br /><br />Good Luck to everyone in everything that ya'll take on. I hope life is good to you and that you get what you want/need/deserve. Most of all, I hope that some day ya'll find happiness, because everyone deserves that. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:caralou21:7367 2005-09-04T23:09:17Z 2005-09-13T00:20:05Z All of this is driving me insane, I can't help but feel like I can't do anything to make it better<br />All of this living is draining me, I cry myself to sleep at night because tomorrow is so uncertain<br />Things go out of order, life becomes crazy, my vision goes askew<br />I can't see clearly therefore I can't correctly put one foot in front of the other and live my life<br />I feel so hopeless, so insecure<br />I need someone to save me from all the pain and confusion<br />Rescue me from myself, from this world of suffering and unhappy endings <br />Stuff gets so messed up, I make so many mistakes, I just don't know what to do...I need to get my life on track<br />I need to make some decisions...life changing ones...<br />Am I living or am I dying?